Question: What awakens your soul?
I go in and out of being present and connected to what awakens my soul. When I have experiences like I had last Monday night, where I truly felt free to be me, connected to everything and all around me, I wanted to hold onto that feeling as long as possible. I desired to bottle that feeling up. Inevitably, I wasn't able to carry over that bliss in the days that succeeded the event, leaving me disappointed and damn near depressed. I assume this is because I have been trying to hold onto the past. This refusal to let go of the past and live in the present blinds me to what new soul-awakening experiences I could witness in the here and now.
So in thinking about what awakens my soul, it begs the antithetical question: what puts my soul to sleep?
As a Four, my soul is asleep when my attention is on:
-Expectations as created through my fantasies and idealism
-Seeking for what is missing
-Resistance to what is here and now
These are all elements of my vice: Envy.
If you are one of the other nine types, here is a brief list of where their attention goes, in addition to their vice.
One: Improving, Correcting, The Critical Mind, Anger.
Two: People-Pleasing, Suppressing your Needs, Pride.
Three: Impressing, Doing, Over-achieving, Deceit.
Five: Withholding, Detaching, Intellectualizing, Avarice.
Six: Worrying, Doubting, Over-preparing, Fear.
Seven: Plans, Fear of Limitation, Rationalization, Gluttony.
Eight: Power and Control, Asserting One's Opinions, Lust.
Nine: Numbing Out, Comfort Seeking, Inertia, Sloth.
So, logic would tell me that if these vices are putting our souls to sleep, perhaps the key to awakening our souls lies in our types' virtues?
One: Serenity- Accepting the presence of all emotions without judgment
Two: Humility- Giving and receiving freely without need for approval
Three: Hope- Grounding in possibility without the compulsion of doing
Four: Equanimity- Balancing emotions out by surrendering to the present
Five: Non-attachment- Letting go of the fear of not enough
Six: Courage- Ability to face fears while having faith in self
Seven: Sobriety- Commitment to a single course of action without diversion
Eight: Innocence- Witnessing without need to control
Nine: Right Action- Valuing worth by embracing one's separate self
Check in the next time you notice your soul is asleep. Where is your attention? And get curious about what wakes your soul up, was the key in your virtue?
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Have a lovely weekend!